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“She may not hate me, but it’s going to be pretty
damn close, Teddy.” God, how could she have
been so stupid? To go down the path that she
once swore would never happen? The high that
she got from the Coke seemed to make her forget
the promise she had made all those years ago.
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“I saw the look in her eyes once Teddy, and it
killed me… I don’t think I can see that look again…”
The brunette was scared of seeing what she had
done to her mother, wanting to keep her distance
for as long as possible. She wasn’t ready to pay
that price, didn’t think she’d ever be ready to tell
you the truth. “People counting on me was what
started all of this… It all became too much and I
needed an escape…”

“It’s not hate you’re seeing there, Carter,” Teddy
said  quietly. “It’s love. You’d be surprised how
often people mix the two up. She’s your mother,
kid  —  you’re lucky to have her, and I’m telling
you  now  that  she’s  just  as lucky to have you.
There hasn’t been a day gone by where I haven’t
been  grateful  for  my  daughter,  and  I’m sure 
Amelia feels the exact same way about you.”

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Behind  all  of  the  bravado  and  stubbornness, 
Teddy could still make out the fear. And despite
the years that had made up the worst part of
Carter’s life, no one could deny  the  abounding
youth in the girl’s eyes — so much potential, so
close to wasted.  And it was at times like these
when Teddy wanted to wish away all the pain in
the world.

                                                          If only she could.







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