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rcdivivus:abigailspencer: teddy & megan. one week till 14x05...

Tue, 24 Oct 2017 03:37:33 -0400

abigailspencer: teddy & megan. one week till 14x05 of #greysanatomy 🖤 little #bts of the goddess that is @kimraver & i… #tgit

MARK SLOAN{ for @plcstics, the one true daddy }she hadn’t called. not because she didn’t care, but...

Sun, 01 Oct 2017 13:49:53 -0400

MARK SLOAN

{ for @plcstics, the one true daddy }
she hadn’t called. not because she didn’t care, but because no words could ever hope to bear the weight of their collective tragedy. two lost soul mates and six years of enduring grief had forged a divide between them, so vast that teddy couldn’t see the other side — and even if she had picked up the phone, there was nothing left in her to give.
could the brief interlude they’d shared be lost to them for good? could mark forgive her for all these years of neglect? looking up into the eyes of her old friend, she feared more than anything that her words had come too late.
“i… i heard about lexie,” teddy whispered at last — voice frayed, as was her heart. “i know it was a long time ago, but it doesn’t feel that way, does it? god, mark… i’m so sorry i wasn’t there for you.”

ARIZONA ROBBINS{ for @strongscribed }seeing arizona here again was like hearing music to an old...

Sat, 30 Sep 2017 15:33:54 -0400

ARIZONA ROBBINS

{ for @strongscribed }
seeing arizona here again was like hearing music to an old dance she had long since forgotten the steps to. once so natural, these words had become worn and forced between them — no doubt a product of too many years spent apart. how could teddy possibly repair this relationship she’d so thoughtlessly lost to neglect?
yet, she had to try.
“so,” teddy started hesitantly. “what happened with you and callie? I know we haven’t spoken much this year, but… I thought I’d have known about something like this. I’m so sorry I wasn’t there, arizona — really, I am.”

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM THE DUNGEONin honor of the discord group chat pins running out, here’s a...

Sat, 30 Sep 2017 15:02:34 -0400

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM THE DUNGEON

in honor of the discord group chat pins running out, here’s a compilation of our degeneracy.
{ presented by @strongscribed, @mcmachine, @tragichunt, @plcstics, @calliemetorres, @rcdivivus and other assorted trash }

“ catfishing seems to be the preferred solution these days. ”
“ I didn’t offer to buy a strap on and wear it around. ”
“ be gone, straight boy. ”
“ this paper is so full of shit, I should make the text brown. ”
“ sounds like a whorehouse. ”
“ is this why I’m fat? ”
“ i’ll snort lube off a hooker’s ass. ”
“ you just cum? ”
“ city people nourish with juice and resentment. ”
“ I love falafel but falafel does not love me. ”
“ I flinched and tried to grab her arm but there was boob there instead. ”
“ I thought I was in labor at one point but it turned out I just needed to take a shit. ”
“ rhode island is a bitch ass dot. ”
“ I want a baby but then I remember I can’t give it back. ”
“ no one should eat any tampons. ”
“ I ripped my anus once. ”
“ at least I’m not a duplicitous bitch. ”
“ I see someone has a strong opinion about walmart’s plants. ”
“ too bad I can’t play with myself. ”
“ I am not hip with the kids. ”
“ it’s like, 8 inches, maybe. ”
“ they grip my balls and make me cough. ”
“ it’s symptomatic of being a chronic bitch. ”

who’s the chocolate sauce daddy

Sat, 30 Sep 2017 14:46:20 -0400

omfg SHAME

MEGAN HUNT { for the best and only @rcdivivus } “I didn’t have a maid of honor, you...

Sat, 30 Sep 2017 01:56:41 -0400

MEGAN HUNT

{ for the best and only @rcdivivus }
“I didn’t have a maid of honor, you know,” Teddy mused, her eyes as distant as the horizon. “It didn’t seem right to have someone other than you there… Maybe that’s why I never wanted a real wedding.” So many stories had passed them both by, absent and unvoiced. And Megan - somehow, somewhere along the harrowing way, she had become a mother. How had they done so much living without each other? Years of waiting and wasted days - but they had survived it.
Teddy turned to Megan at last, her smile sad but true: “Anyway, you didn’t miss much; just City Hall and my pager going off in the middle of it. But I do wish you had known the man I married - Henry Burton.”

DELIA BURTON@soldierheartcdlooking down at her daughter, teddy felt a strange kind of shame settle...

Sat, 30 Sep 2017 01:27:06 -0400

DELIA BURTON

@soldierheartcd
looking down at her daughter, teddy felt a strange kind of shame settle dark and heavy on her shoulders. delia’s entire lifetime had elapsed in megan’s absence, and all these years teddy had managed to love and live on. she’d started a family; a chapter of her life removed of the friend she loved as a sister. how could she have been so thoughtless?
but the past was too distant to retrieve now, and what mattered was that megan was here; megan was home. teddy was finally about to do what she should have done years ago - introduce her best friend to her daughter.
“delia, we’re going to the hospital today,” teddy said softly. “I want you to meet your auntie megan.” At last.

OWEN HUNT“When..when are you going back? I’d really like to you stay for a bit..” His old friend...

Sat, 30 Sep 2017 00:59:09 -0400

OWEN HUNT

“When..when are you going back? I’d really like to you stay for a bit..” His old friend finally back in the city. And seeing Teddy, he realized just how much he’d missed her. A little slip and he’d kissed her, something that perhaps he’d held onto for years. A weak moment though. Owen knew better and thankfully she had too.

she couldn’t stop thinking of him; not of the kiss, not of the future that she could suddenly see so clear. her favorite human being on this planet - why shouldn’t Teddy want to be with him? yet it seemed that their clocks tolled at different midnights, for their timing had never, ever been right.

“I’ll stay for as long as you need,” Teddy smiled, hoping Owen couldn’t see through to her bitterness.

❝ –– HOME is where your story begins. ...

Fri, 29 Sep 2017 14:41:35 -0400

❝ –– HOME is where your story begins.
welcome home, teddy altman. ❞

❝ –– and we are led to those who help us...

Fri, 29 Sep 2017 14:37:26 -0400

❝ –– and we are led
to those who help us most to grow,
if we let them… ❞

❝ –– it’s okay… i’m not going anywhere. ❞...

Fri, 29 Sep 2017 13:30:40 -0400

❝ –– it’s okay…
i’m not going anywhere. ❞

final - fucking - ly { @drmcperky + @strongscribed, this...

Fri, 29 Sep 2017 12:43:02 -0400

final - fucking - ly
{ @drmcperky + @strongscribed, this one’s for you }

❝ –– another summer day ...

Fri, 29 Sep 2017 12:09:23 -0400

❝ –– another summer day
has come and gone away in paris and rome
but I want to go HOME… ❞

8 minutes into the new episode and i’m already near death so like this for a teddy starter for the...

Fri, 29 Sep 2017 06:46:01 -0400

8 minutes into the new episode and i’m already near death so like this for a teddy starter for the first time in two years !!!

betsywofle:THEODORA ALTMAN HAS RETURNED FROM WAR. (x)

Fri, 18 Aug 2017 02:38:40 -0400

betsywofle:

THEODORA ALTMAN HAS RETURNED FROM WAR. (x)

❝ –– if only I could break the chain of...

Sun, 25 Jun 2017 14:21:41 -0400

❝ –– if only I could break the chain of DISAPPOINTMENTS weighing me down ;
shake off the GHOSTS that whisper warnings whenever you’re not around.
BUT IT’S THE FEAR AND NOT THE GHOSTS THAT KEEP ME HAUNTED.

HENRY BURTON lips turn up into a small smile as slender fingers maneuver his wife’s hair into...

Sun, 25 Jun 2017 14:17:39 -0400

HENRY BURTON

lips turn up into a small smile as slender fingers maneuver his wife’s hair into elaborate braids. “you know that sister I told you about? well she’s got a daughter who loves her uncle henry– but the one thing uncle henry couldn’t do was braid hair… and my little monkey loved her hair braided, so I took the time to learn how to do almost any type of braid…” he admits as he finishes her hair. “it’s a hidden talent of mine.”

“You never told me you had a niece,” Teddy said softly, thoughtful but never accusing. “How come I’ve never had a chance to meet her?” In that moment, Teddy was struck by just how little she knew of Henry’s past—as if in all their haste to get married, they’d missed so many crucial pieces of their hearts. “I guess I haven’t had the chance to meet any of your family yet, either.”

OWEN HUNT “I’m not asking for anything from you. I just want my sister to be okay..” Owen murmurs...

Sun, 25 Jun 2017 14:09:06 -0400

OWEN HUNT

“I’m not asking for anything from you. I just want my sister to be okay..” Owen murmurs back, his mind elsewhere. “I just need you to help her.” He doesn’t look at her, only glancing through the window of his sister’s room. Owen lets out a sigh and sits down on a nearby chair. Everything is hazy, the world blurred out from view. Megan’s alive..

“So do I. Truly, that’s all I want right now,” Teddy insisted, her vehemence directed far more at herself than at him. For if she were being honest—and she wasn’t—Owen was far more present in her mind than Megan was in that moment. And Teddy’s truth was this: every day they’d spent apart was another day she’d spent thinking of him. Quietly now, she tried to feign nonchalance as she spoke: “Owen… I did miss you, you know.”

MARK SLOAN ‘ dinner. ever been to the TOP of the space needle? ...

Sun, 25 Jun 2017 14:01:44 -0400

MARK SLOAN

‘ dinner. ever been to the TOP of the space needle? there’s a fancy restaurant there. help me with this surgery and i’ll treat you to a night of fine dining and … that’s all i’ll say right now. help me to figure out the rest. ‘

“You’re really as shameless as they say you are, huh? Teddy grinned widely. “But hey, I’m definitely not saying no if good wine is involved. And as for the rest… well, feel free to surprise me.”

[ ARIZONA ROBBINS ; ] → @strongscribedlove has no place in war. it was true. logically, arizona...

Fri, 23 Jun 2017 16:25:45 -0400

[ ARIZONA ROBBINS ; ] → @strongscribed

love has no place in war. it was true. logically, arizona knew that. but she couldn’t think logically right now. she just couldn’t. there were too many overwhelming emotions swirling through her veins for her to see clearly. “ you’re saying i’d just be a distraction. a useless distraction that can’t take care of herself. you think you’d have to look out for me over there the whole time but you’re wrong. i might not have the same training as you do but i grew up in a house full of marines. i know a thing or two about surviving. ” she replied, arms crossed over her chest protectively, fear masking itself as anger.
“And you can’t say that, teddy. you can’t tell me to hold on for you when there’s no guarantee whether you’ll come back to me or not. it’s not fair. you can’t make me any promises. you can’t say you’re coming back because you might not make it. and this just isn’t fair. we’re supposed to be starting a family together. ” frustration seeped into her voice as a single tear made its way down her cheek. “ i don’t know if i can be strong without you because you make me strong. you make me better. and i just. ” a small pause, arizona swallowing the lump that had formed in her throat. “ please don’t leave me. please, just stay here with me. stay for me. ”

“You know you’re asking the impossible of me, don’t you?” Teddy said through gritted teeth, knowing she was moments away from losing hold of her rational mind. “It’s my duty, Arizona! For god’s sake, you were raised by a colonel—you were even named after a warship! You of all people should know that I have no choice in this!” Though her words were painted black, Teddy knew her resentment wasn’t for Arizona. No, it was resentment at the system for making her choose; for bringing nothing but war to the only woman she had ever loved.

Now Arizona was crying and Teddy was lost without the words to make it right. As she searched those familiar blue eyes for a solution that wasn’t there, she found instead the future that was now denied to them: a future with the family she had always craved, and faultless love that would endure for ever. How could they survive this? Even if Teddy managed to ride out her service, would she still have a home to return to here?

Or would Arizona have long since left for someone who actually deserved her?

✕ tell all; be free.

rcdivivus:abigailspencer: teddy & megan. one week till 14x05...

MARK SLOAN{ for @plcstics​, the one true daddy }she hadn’t called. not because she didn’t care, but...

MARK SLOAN

ARIZONA ROBBINS{ for @strongscribed​ }seeing arizona here again was like hearing music to an old...

ARIZONA ROBBINS

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM THE DUNGEONin honor of the discord group chat pins running out, here’s a...

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM THE DUNGEON

who’s the chocolate sauce daddy

MEGAN HUNT { for the best and only @rcdivivus​ } “I didn’t have a maid of honor, you...

MEGAN HUNT

DELIA BURTON@soldierheartcdlooking down at her daughter, teddy felt a strange kind of shame settle...

DELIA BURTON

OWEN HUNT“When..when are you going back? I’d really like to you stay for a bit..” His old friend...

OWEN HUNT

❝ –– HOME is where your story begins. ...

❝ –– and we are led to those who help us...

❝ –– it’s okay… i’m not going anywhere. ❞...

final - fucking - ly { @drmcperky + @strongscribed, this...

❝ –– another summer day ...

8 minutes into the new episode and i’m already near death so like this for a teddy starter for the...

betsywofle:THEODORA ALTMAN HAS RETURNED FROM WAR. (x)

❝ –– if only I could break the chain of...

HENRY BURTON lips turn up into a small smile as slender fingers maneuver his wife’s hair into...

HENRY BURTON

OWEN HUNT “I’m not asking for anything from you. I just want my sister to be okay..” Owen murmurs...

OWEN HUNT

MARK SLOAN ‘ dinner. ever been to the TOP of the space needle? ...

MARK SLOAN

[ ARIZONA ROBBINS ; ] → @strongscribedlove has no place in war. it was true. logically, arizona...

[ ARIZONA ROBBINS ; ] → @strongscribed

MARK SLOAN{ for @plcstics, the one true daddy }she hadn’t called. not because she didn’t care, but...

ARIZONA ROBBINS{ for @strongscribed }seeing arizona here again was like hearing music to an old...

MEGAN HUNT { for the best and only @rcdivivus } “I didn’t have a maid of honor, you...